Jun 16, 2022
I experienced postpartum depression for two years after giving
birth to my second child, my son, in 2019. But I didn't even know
it because I didn't start exhibiting postpartum depression symptoms
until about 12 months after giving birth in 2020. Cannabis was
about the only thing that kept me functioning but it was also the
thing that made it hard for me to recognize I was depressed. It's
been a wild revelation for me and I talk about it with y'all on
this episode. I get into how my depression impacted my life, work
and family. I lost all desire to do the things I loved, I was
having trouble taking care of myself (and my apartment), and I had
gained a lot of weight (about 30 lbs). Still, I wasn't able to
clearly see that I was not myself. Honestly, being so vulnerable
with y'all on the podcast was scary. I shared some personal things
about my life on this episode, and I really hope my story can serve
as a testimony to help someone else who may be going through
something similar. We are not alone. You are not alone.
If you or someone you know does need help, call 1-800-273-8255
for the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. You can also text HOME to
741-741 for free, 24-hour support from the Crisis Text Line. Outside of
the U.S., please visit the International Association for Suicide Prevention for a
database of resources.